mind trap

Have you ever thought of so much to say, you couldn't write anything at all?

This is where I have been for several weeks.

School ended fine. I flew out to the Maryland whirlwind on the 25th of May and jumped right on in. I had a conference on that Thurs and then a whole different conference on Memorial Day weekend. I just got back Tues night and have been resting since. I will be here until the 23rd of June for those of you who want to get together. I am at my old number at the Spiro's. or just email me.

the physical world is calm to me though in comparison to the intermittant storms that brew and linger in my head. I feel odd. In spite of all this chaos, I have an incredible peace and trust in God. But dealing with this world in the scope of reality can and often is difficult. I forget who I am. I forget my purpose. I try to be the person I once was and discover over and over that it doesn't fit. It's not me. I get frustrated and then realize that there is hope-I am changing.