Hope is shameless...

...it brazenly appears in the darkest and strangest places

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Blessed

In this not so long silence, I have been very busy. God has blessed me with more work than I feel I can really handle right now. But for that very fact I know it is God, because I can't do it in my own strength.

Random thoughts:(or maybe stream of conciousness)

my comments now suck. will have to work on that.

Blogger.com has joined with BloggerBot and now I can post pictures. (I probably could anyway, I just hadn't researched a way to do it)

I went camping over the weekend at the Pecos wilderness.  I was able to hike three separate times. Though I was in a lot of pain, I did it...that is huge!

Along with a psyche evaluation two weeks ago and the fact I have felt like crap for at least the last month, I was beginning to wonder if I would ever come out of this particular slump.  Overall though I believe my health is improving, however very slowly. I look back to where I was a year ago and there is some definite improvement.  Mostly, it has to do with environmental changes. Lack of sunshine, sleep, and running too hard kept me at a subpar level. Hopefully I can say the same ("I'm improving!") next year too.

Having to start driving buses next week makes me slightly anxious. (Still random thoughts)

I can't seem to get out of the spiritual doldroms. blah.