Hope is shameless...

...it brazenly appears in the darkest and strangest places

Monday, January 02, 2006

Goodbye 2005...Hello 2006

I had to work from 4pm Sat to 6 am Sunday, so I didn't get a chance to post my usual thing. It has been a hard season and I am really glad to see a new one start. No more holidays, just back to normal (?) life and mental health. I have avoided posting for a while cuz I have just been mental and it is never good what spills from a tormented soul.

I flipped out the day after Christmas. I was hanging at a friend of mine's place and their fam was there and for some reason I forced myself to extrovert myself a bit too much. Unfortunately it ricocheted me right into a fearsome hole of depression when I got home. I won't tell you what I did, but I will say I got drunk off my ass to keep from doing something really stupid.

But since then I have felt much better. Like "Goodbye old year, hello new year, it's so good to see you". The difference is night and day. I have felt so wonderful this week.

May God bless all of you in this upcoming year.