My apartment is trashed right now because I went ballistic earlier today and threw things. Then I went out to pawn shops to buy a gun to kill my landlord for pounding nails for 3 hours straight when I was trying to sleep. hehe...oops, I'm half kidding. No really I couldn't find one I liked then I proceeded to buy art supplies instead then sleep in my car until I had to go back to work.

I bought "Blue Train" again (John Coltrane). It has been good to soothe the savage beast that is raging inside. I also bought this book and it is most excellent so far.