I can't help it. He is still on my mind after 4 weeks of non-communication. Of course it has to do with seeing him unexpectedly yesterday in Burlington Coat Factory. I knew I would have a reaction the next time I saw/spoke with him and I expected anger and fear...but longing I was unprepared for. The visit was ever so brief and I thought he would be cold, but he was just as happy as I to meet this way.

(Our falling out occured on one fateful night in which he ignored me all nightand when I took him home he kissed me and invited me to spend the night with him...Then when I asked him to define this wild relationship, he said, " Well, I wouldn't exactly call it dating" . Hmmm... Buh-bye)